《弥留的幸福》
作词—凋零皇（尘寰入心）
Soft hair and fair skin，
柔软的头发和白皙的皮肤，
They are hugging each other affectionately.
又在很珍惜地拥抱着。
I have gotten used to living this way.
「这样的生活也已经习惯了」，
Alone, quietly fearing.
独自静静地惧怕着，
Where is my home?
我的家在哪里呢？
break as soon as you touch it.
只要一触碰就会破碎，
This is not my fault.
这不归咎于我。
In this absurd world,
在这个荒诞了的世界里，
In addition to the struggling me,
除了苦苦挣扎的我，
What is left?
还剩下了什么？
When I finally realized,
终于意识到时，
In the depths of crimson eyes,
在绯红的眼眸深处，
The former me in black.
黑色的曾经的我。
counting on ones fingers，
一个两个地掰着指头，
How long has it been?
时间过去了多久呢？
At night, its time to be alone with ones sorrow，
入了夜又到了独自神伤的时候，
If anyone can do it in this place,
如果有谁能在这个地方，
Light up the night
点亮光芒的话，
In order not to let the heart that was trembling with cold overflow,
为了不让那颗因寒冷颤抖的心溢出来，
If the following request is allowed,
如果接下去的请求是被允许的话，
If asking for pity could bring happiness,
如果请求怜悯是可以获得幸福的话，
The love received at that time.
在那时所受到的爱。
And why am I fighting on?
我又是为了什么一直反抗下去呢？
In order not to let it peel off, he pressed it tight.
为了不使其剥落而紧紧按住了，
What remains in memory is
在记忆中存留着的，
The warmth of disillusionment ，
still accompanies me，
幻灭的温暖还陪伴着我，
Only the welcome home。
只有「欢迎回家」这一句话。
I have been praying, always praying.
我一直在祈祷，一直在祈祷。
What is hidden in those small palms?
小小的手掌中捂着什么？
Good morning。
「早安」
Be careful on the road。
「路上小心」
Im Back。
「我回来了」
welcome home。
「欢迎回家」。
It is because it is useless that one does it.
正是因为没有用处才会做的。
Is that really the case?
真的是如此吗？
If its a tiny happiness...!
如果是微小的幸福就好了…！！
If only this could be the happiness I deserve.
如果这是我能获得的幸福就好了。
Dont need anything grand or splendid，
不需要金碧辉煌，
Dont need the highly anticipated
不需要万众瞩目，
I just want a loving home.
我只想要一个有【爱】的家。
If anyone can in this dark human world,
如果有谁能在这个昏暗的人间，
light it up
点亮光芒的话，
Pallid hair and incomplete body
惨白的头发和残缺的身体，
Thats the price of so-called "freedom".
就是名为【自由】的代价。
I know why Im still so innocent.
我知道为什么才天真，
Even if its a life full of scars, Im used to it.
「就算是遍体鳞伤的生活也已经习惯了」，
If you put it that way.
如果这么说的话。
In order not to let that heart,
which has nowhere to place, leak out.
为了不让那颗无处安放的心，漏出来，
Continuing to connect is not enough to cry.
连接下去也不足够地哭泣着，
Crying in a world where the heart is black and white.
在内心黑白的世界中哭泣着。
What was received at that time，
在那时所受到的何物，
is gradually fading away.
在渐渐淡薄。
Memory and perception are becoming increasingly blurred.
记忆和感知日益变得迷糊。
With the approach of the end,
随着终结的到来，
my life blooms here.
我的生命在此绽放。
Only lit up a little bit，
只是点亮了些许光芒，
so，necessary to be hurt by everyone?
就要被所有人伤害吗？
Piece together the fragments of happiness.
将幸福的碎片，
拼接在一起。
I am praying.
我祈祷着。
Pieces of dirt,
pieced together bit by bit.
布满污垢的的碎片，
一点点拼凑起来。
Piece together my happiness ，
in my last moments.
拼凑成—
我弥留间的幸福。